Issue 13 – Winter 2007 – Brenda Hillman

Brenda Hillman

 

 

Practical Water

What does it mean to live a moral life

It is nearly impossible to think about this

We went down to the creek
The sides were filled 
     with tiny watery activities

The mind was split & mended
Each perception divided into more

& there were in the hearts of the water molecules
                little branches perpendicular to thought

Had lobbied the Congress but it was dead
Had written to the Committee on Understanding
Had written to the middle  
     middle of the middle
     class but it was drinking

Had voted in cafes with shoplifters &
     beekeepers stirring tea made of water
     hitched to the green arc

You know that picture of Rimbaud   
     hair choppy bowtie untied 
     Rimbow rainbaud baudtie  
He’s the one

 

An ethics occurs at the edge 
     of what we know

The creek goes underground about here
     
The spirits offer us a world of origins    
Owl takes its call from the drawer of the sky

Unusually warm global warming day out

A tiny droplet shines 
     on a leaf & there your creek is found
   
It has borrowed something to
     link itself to others

We carry ourselves through the days in code
DNA like Raskolnikov’s staircase neither
     good nor bad in itself

Lower frequencies are the mind
What happened to the creek 
     is what happened
     to the sentence in the twentieth century 
It got social underground

You should make yourself uncomfortable 
If not you who

 

Thrush comes out from the cottony 
     coyote bush glink-a-glink 
     chunk  drink 
     trrrrrr
     turns a golden eyebrow to the ground

We run past the plant that smells like taco sauce

Recite words for water 
     weeter wader weetar vatn
     watn voda 
[insert all languages here]

Poor Rimbaud didn’t know how to live 
     but knew how to act
Red-legged frog in the pond sounds like him

Uncomfortable & say a spell: 
blossom knit & heel affix
fiddle fern in the neck of the sun

It’s hard to be water
     to fall from faucets with fangs
     to lie under trawlers as horizons 
     but you must

Your species can’t say it
You have to do spells & tag them
     
Uncomfortable & act like you mean it
    
Go to the world
Where is it
Go there

 

 

Brenda Hillman is author of many books and chapbooks, the most recent of which are Cascadia and Pieces of Air in the Epic published by Wesleyan University Press. She is the Olivia Filippi Professor of Poetry at Saint Mary.

 

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